April 2013
1 post
april 9th
there are 17 inches of fresh powder in utah today
i still miss you
i am trying to be happy
and i am trying to give you space
and neither is working
March 2013
4 posts
1.
when you are guillotined
it is said that the head can continue to live
for up to seven seconds without the rest of the body attached
but there was once a chicken that lived for years after its neck had been severed
2.
more people drown in the bathtub
per year
than are killed by shark attacks
3.
when you look at the sky
you are actually seeing 8 minutes into the past
so when you...
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dear you;
i miss talking to you. i do not know how to explain this to you in person or over text without sounding like a miserable needy asshole. i am a miserable needy asshole. that’s probably the reason.
i just want to be friends text me about random things i miss you,
me
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dear you;
i hate you.
i don’t actually hate you. i keep trying to tell myself i hate you, because then maybe i’d stop compulsively checking my phone to see if you’d texted, stop running things over and over again in my head, stop bursting into tears every time i try to do something. maybe i’d stop holding the blade in my hands and wondering (i’m not going to hurt...
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i have this (day)dream where
i get out of the shower or
i turn on my phone or
something, anything
and i find 17 text messages, all from you
about the inconsequential bullshit of your life
i have this dream where
my phone buzzes and all it is
is a text from you
but this time instead of “i miss [insert her name here]” it says
“i miss you”
instead
(i have this...
February 2013
2 posts
1 tag
dear you;
i don’t think you’ll ever see this; at least, i hope you don’t. who knows, maybe some day you’ll be going through my phone, as you do, and you’ll find this, along with all the other shit about you hiding in there. you’ve already found some of it. and that hurts a little bit, because now you know things about me that i don’t know about you....
3 tags
for valentine’s day i considered buying you
barbecue sauce
and seltzer
because i know you like both and i like to play it safe
it’s the same way we talk about things you like
or i try to, anyway
it keeps you interested
it’s not just the way you go on and on
or the way your eyes light up
it’s that i know it holds your attention
even when i cannot
it’s...
